knowing yourself is the beginning of wisdom..

i use to think that i know myself very well but sometimes not exactly true.. i thought i like to eat alone or rather im okay with eating alone :} after losing my dad, i start to feel comfortable eating someone. it kind of sad that my brother and my mum often busy at the same time!! *when they are free, both of them are really free but when they are not, both of them wont be at home.* i seriously hate eating alone!!~ it felt super lonely and i feel regreted when my dad use to be around, i didnt cherish the time to eat with him.. i believe what i feeling right now, he felt it before.

i never want to eat alone again.. how i wish my dad was still around because he never allow me being so lonely to eat alone..

i shall stop this topic..it sound so sad so i shall change topic..hehe :}

i not feeling well man!! hate to be sick! *oppos, who like to be sick man*.. i just keep lying down once i reach home from school.. im glad i feel much more better in evening time.. haha.. oh yes, i forget to mention one important thing! MT BROTHER GOT HIS CAR LISENCE..WHOO ;] CONGRAULATION..proud of him :} he wish to have a car and im hoping my mum would brought for him too! then next time i can have someone driving me home :} i shall update again..