be thankful for every single thing you have in your life :}

there is always a thousand reasons to smile.

Saturday, February 07, 2009

is going to be sad post....

just as i mention, this is going to be a sad post for me..because i was clearing my stuff and i saw a phtot with my dad :{ memory flashed back the time i was with him and i blamed myself for not spenting alot of time with him when i was given a chance!.. this make me begin to treasure every single member in my family ;} i learnt a painful lesson which i use to understand but never do it in action :{

i alway want to mention in my blog that a new year without my dad is really sad.. because he use to go out with me to the market on the day before of new year eve! this year i never have a chance to walk with him in the market.. im seriouly okay! but i just cant help to feel sad for my dad as i know he would want to see the first time i gradute from school, the first time i get my pay, the day i get married! i alway wanted him to see me becoming more and more indepentent and going out of this soceity.. i wonder how is he doing? i wonder do he still remember me, i wonder is he still worried for us? i have alot of question that is not going to be answer... hey dad,can you still hear me???!!!

Author blogged at 7:15 AM