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Thursday, February 26, 2009

hey friend,

not going to go one big round of what am i going to say~ and i know you could understand what i mean. first i just hope when you look at this post, think carefully and be calm..i dont think if i say it to you face to face, you would believe me! it might sound harsh to you but this is the only way to explain to you.

just to clarify, whatever you hear or think, we never do it before! i still dont understand why did you think we will look at you the way that you think? if they/me have done it, i would be honest to tell you ;] but the fact that we didnt even have that kind of thinking before, what can we really explain it to you? im not really disappointed for not trusting us but disappointed that you never trusted yourself before and because of this you chose to believe that your friend also would not trust you for the thing that you does! despite i have told you so many time "you can do it"! . i have said many time before, you are making your own life miserable to be always sensitive! we never once look down on you, if we did,do you think we will waste our energy/effort to encourage you? do you think all that is fake? if you did, im not going to be the only one feel sad :[ but the three of us.. i always treat you as my best friend and remember how you stand by my side. i did not forget! :}

lastly, is you who going to decide whether to trust us. im going to say again. we did not say or do anything. i dont know have you get my message? will you get my message?i hope you will..

anyway my best friend, dont give up and trust yourself more.. dont allow your negative thougth to destroy your vision and dream!

Author blogged at 4:52 AM