be thankful for every single thing you have in your life :}


there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
random post!

time now is 11.43pm. everyone is sleeping *i have to mention that im in my uncle house now :}* and im using computer quietly! haha.

i think i sleep too much just now and now i couldnt sleep! which is bad..because i got nothing to do :} i cant watch youtube because i dont want to wake up everyone! how i wish the computer is at the living room!~ haha just looking at what im and posting right now is super random man! i shall post about random stuff!

i just went to look at shing blog *oh well, im her faithful reader! i think she will be happy to hear that* haha.. anyway i love going her blog because her blog never failed to bring laughter to the reader! well, i dont know about others, but at else whenever i look at her blog,it bring a smile to my face! haha..espcially when she blog about the thing that she and her boyfriend does :} she USED to adverstise her boyfriend,jiahao!(amazing boyfriend? she know what i talking about) haha.. ;] http://www.shingology.blogspot.com/ go and view her blog if you feeling down! haha :} *im helping shing to advestise her blog!*

i start to understand why there is people who alway took out their time and view people blog :] i think the reason behide it is because they could find encouragment and joy in people blogs! and that why blogging have become such a important thing in our life! i used to really dislike blogging and viewing blog.

but as time goes by, i start to love blogging to pen down some of the sudden thought in life! :] i thanks people who alway blog about positive thing in their life and allow me to have further thoughts! i start to look back the post that i blog and begin to notice that i have been very bless :}

it just a very random post yet i felt a strong joy and emotion in my heart that i really really love my life, love the people around me and love God that he has alway been good to me!

haha is fun to look at other people blog as well as looking back at your own blog! you will alway noticed something and it might make your day :} and i really hope those who read my blog would alway put a smile on their face!! :]
wow is a long post NEVER THOUGHT i would post so much!! i shall end it here.... A BIG SMILE TO EVERYONE :}



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there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Friday, November 28, 2008
super exhausted!!!~

finally today is friday! i have been longing for this day to come ;] plan to be working only for two day in this week but there is sudden change and i have to work for four day and the extra two day i have to wokr full shift! my leg doesnt feel like mine already! haha..now my legs had train to be able to stand for long hours! *fully trained*

the only thing that have been motivate me to work is the MONEY! haha ;] whenever there is no customer, i would alway take out calculator and start to calculate the money that i earn for this month :] well, i say until my job is very boring! but in fact, my job is challenging! just that when there is no crowd. it would be tiring and boring! one thing i have to thank god is that i have fun people beside me that we would alway go lunch together and it doesnt make lunch break to be boring and lonely! :} but in taka, we have to be alert and be aware of the taka manager of seeing us talking and clip together! same goes to our own manager! althought is troublesome but alway have to look out to this people is actually super fun! :}

oh yea,last week my relative came here for my dad 49 days , i have a super fun day with them for one day shopping before they go back to malaysia! i brought alot of clothing and i didnt spent a single cent from my pocket! :} my mum and relative just bless all of them!! i love shopping!!! *when i do not have to pay anything* haha :} i shall take picture of what they brought for me! :}

ok well, next monday is a brand new month! im excited to welcome christmas to come but at the same time i got this thinking why holiday alway pass so fast! one blink of eye, nov is going to end soon! I DONT WANT......... and dec is a month that i have to work almost every day! days will pass even more fast when im working!! once again, I DONT WANT MY HOLIDAY TO END! can i have 3 more month of holiday?? *foolish thinking*



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there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Monday, November 24, 2008

wahah! before i actually start my post, i shall say something first. i * kor* geraldine photo and geraldine *kor* from shing! so this photo will be credit to shing! haha~
anyway AC is finally over! upon looking back at the first day of AC, withness so many people from different country coming over to singapore expo and pack up the hall 7, hall 8 and hall10! i felt the sense of happiness that our church have done something which people think is impossible to happen :}.. i kind of regret that i didnt go for the five days bec i have thing to attend in my family! so when i look at the ballon falls at the grand final, i got this thinking :"so fast ended?"
im definitely excited for 2010, the next AC to come up! at that time, i promised! i promised i would attend all the day of the AC! :} oh yea, i really want to mention about geraldine and monique! as a usher, i got this privilege of serving at the same time we dont have to queue under the sun and rainy day! we ushers would alway say : "such a blessing not to queue and squeeze with other people" haha.. BUT my younger member geraldine and monique, oh yea and little rachael! three of them they are very willing to come super early and queue up with the cg member! to some of them you might think "hey, sin ee! i also got queue up what! what so special about three of them?" well, to me the three of them are indeed growing up learning to be willing for GOD! their fire for GOD has keep on burning and i felt like their *big sister* watching them keep on growing and so keen to join in AC! ;} when im ushering and saw them queueing up, i feel super happy for that :} clap for you guys!!
well, i shall stop now and go to work le..shall post again :}



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there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
happy birthday wanqing :}!~

hey greedy girl! haha.. hope you enjoy your birthday! anyway, since your birthday is very near to the end of 2008, i shall wish you to have a good year in 2009! :] remember no matter what obstacle that you going to face, tell yourself that you going to overcome it! you are not the weak wanqing anymore, you have become stronger than before :} continue to stay strong in any situation :} and this is my best wishes for you!!

time definitely passes fast! finally is wanqing birthday and just for few more week 2008 is coming to the end! :] im excited to wait till that the time to blog about 2008 :}.. alot of thing happen which made me think that i have a very fruitful year! :} how about you guys?

anyway tomorrow is ASIA CONFERENCE!!~ time to serve again :} and im happy to be part of the member to help in this event * well, i say it alot of time*.. oh yeah, i reborn my hair!! haha.. well, i didnt decide to reborn at first! it just coincidence that i company my mum to cut hair and the shop was having promotion of reborn and treatment! and MY MUM LOVE THIS KIND OF PROMOTION and ask me to go reborn! haha since my mum want to be so generous, that is no way im going to reject it ;] whoo.. seriously it didnt look much different. it just that my hair seem more smooth and straighten! ;] haha *crap* aloth of fun thing happen today lo! if i going to post all, i think 2am then i can sleep! well, i going to rest first because TOMORROW IS A EXCITING DAY!! WHOO...



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there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Monday, November 17, 2008
i saw this two sentence in nana blog which i think is true..

{Somtime conversation don't have to be filled with judgement in order to find interest.
shallow lei...
Well, so whats a good conversation?}


of course im shock to see this two sentence in her blog and i begin to ask her what happen? and both of begin to talk about it! she was saying her poly friend alway gossipe.is okay to gossipe once and for all but they alway talk about the same topic to have a common topic and which she feel sian and totally hated it!

somehow i just fully understand what she mean.. is it true that to maintain a friendship/relationship we have to include our judgement and gossiping to make an conversation exciting? it kind of sad to have this kind of conversation because this show how immature the person is! a exciting conversation are actualy meant to know each other well and really share the thought and feeling! ;] this is how i feel! and there are time i think i have been that immature person~ haha :] well im not a prefect person! im still in the mist of learning alot of thing! ;}

okay anyway! that just my thought! is okay you guy dont understand :} haha.. oh ya, before i forget! i just want to gave nana some word! i would not say what happen and at the same time i would not gave too much word if not you guys will not what happen le! haha :]

NANA: jia you okay? anything you can tell me :] i know you will continue to keep walking slowly! haha :] i meant is okay to walk slowly! and in the journey, you are definitely not alone! you will see me behide you, trying to take all the pompom and cheer for you :} jia you! gambatee....whahaha

well sometime i feel sorry for nana because ther are time that she complain to me and i could only listen to her and couldnt gave her any advise! then i will have this thinking that
"aiya i should born earlier than her" hahaha :] ok well, jia you nana! hahah ..

hm, i still feel like blogging but i have nothing to blog about le! haha :} oh yes! i remember something! something happen today! i know it from my boss! and i seriously hope thing will be okay! right now im actually very worried! i dont know what exactly happen but it sound serious! i shall wait for the phone call.. :{ ( dont care about what i say here because i think im the only one understand! haha.. i cant say about this first but i will update this soon or maybe not}



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there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
i felt super SUpEr SUPER excited now!!! :}

the reason why am i so excited now is because our very OWN asia conference is coming on wednesday!!!!! this conference is going to hold for five day! and i super proud of my own church *CITY HARVEST* AND of course my pastor kong hee! he is indeed a amazing guy!

can you imagine 72 countries of chirstian member is coming over to singapore expo just to gather together! they are not coming here to see our leader but US! the people from all around the world is coming just to look at the city harvest member which mean we are the one they are going to look at!!!!!!!!! we are going to be history marker and world shaker! :]

why asia conference is so exciting?

1. we have five important preacher is coming together and this is going to impact our life and life transforming


2. this event is organised by our own church and we aim to impact the best teaching to people

3. the performance by various band and singer

4.we going put on our best attitdue to show the delegate the faith we have for god and church :]

and many more.........

i cant wait for wednesday to come! i know once the asia conference start, im going to be super busy and tired! but i still cant wait to show the delegate how city harvest has grown from a 20 member till now the 24 000.

haha :] i just want to say it out loud that :" i love city harvest! im proud to be part of the member" isnt all this are really amazing??? 72 countries! and this is not a small conference but ASIA CONFERENCE..

after all, we want to thank God! HE is the one made thing possible ;} all of us are ordinary member but we do EXTRAORDINARY thing.. and after this event, we want to say that we are history marker :}:}:} whoo!!!..

once again, all the glory to GOD :]




Author blogged at 7:25 AM


there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
happy birthday to my mum!!!!! :}

yesterday i gave my mum a little surprise at midnight! i suddenly bring out a small cake for her and sing a birthday song! after that i gave her a present which i brought from SK jewellery! haha.. this is the very first time that i brought a present without using the money that she gave me *my allowance* but i use my money that i earn :] it feel good! :] haha.. i believe my mum are touch by my action..




today me and my brother had a small celebration for my mum! we order pizza and after that we bring out the big cake! :] i can see that my mum are super happy! hohoho :] im happy for her too!





anyway happy birthday to you, mother! :} hope you enjoy the small celebration we had for you :}





























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there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Friday, November 14, 2008
* clap hand :} *

after four day of waking up early! finally i could sleep a little bit longer today.. :] work is tiring but i have fun time with esther * one of the full time staff* as both of us keep on crapping! we have been seeing each other this four day and everyday our question of each other is : " you again?" hahaha .. :] our common topic will be : " what will we eat later on " :} we have been working hard to make our target sale! AND yes! we did it.. my boss say to us that both of could work well with each other ar? haha :}


well, im sick today :{ all thank to the fu jian mian! haha ;] i have been blaming the fu jian mian since yesterday! ( i start to feel unwell since yesterday) thank God that i recover at afternoon and allow me to go for cg which is tonight ;]

seriously today sermon that is preach by shing is good! i was still wondering why do holy spirit keep on prompting me to go for cg? *to be frank, i was sick until i cant really stand up and walk* after listen to the word of God, i totally understand is that God want me to receive something which is very important in my life :} i thank God that i have obey his word to go for the cg bec after going there, i was fully recover! isnt it amazing? haha :}







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there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Friday, November 07, 2008
today is my slacking day!! :} i was super happy that i could slack more day until thursday until i received a meassge that will sent by my boss, i think my tiring day start again! haha :] it was plan that i be working on next thurday! but now two more day added to me because one of my full time staff wife give birth to a son * CONGRATE*

im a confusing person! no work, i complain that i will no be earning more money! but when i know i am going to work, there is more thing i will complain about! :[

i guess my boss is going forget that she wanted to give me break for this two week! i be working three day for next week! i think my preious slacking day wednesday and friday is going to be gone also ;] hahaha..



do you get any inspiriation while looking at this photo? haha :} i do have.. i alway have this thinking that only talented people could fly high in the sky! but when i was looking at this eagle, what really come into my mind is: " eagle are talented in the area in flying high! they are fast and sharp! but they are not born knowing how to fly! they went throught a tought time of moulding and learning. those eagle that went through all this will begin to fly high above the cloud. i just begin to be inspire that ordinary people could also do extrodinary thing ;] just that are you able to keep on perserve and press on when you face tribulation? are you able to go through hard time? everyone has the ability to fly. if you want to be more specify, i should say everyone is given the ability and chance to fly up high! but you are the one going to decide " will you take up this challenge?" "will you willing to trust yourself no matter what people say about you?"

ms Tan Sin Ee shall announce that " im willing" i am determined to see myself flying up high :} i know that God has plan a wonderful destiny for me and im excited to see how far i can go :}







Author blogged at 7:44 AM


there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Thursday, November 06, 2008
a piece of good news for us!!~

since me and jack will be going taka to work, we will often work together and go home together too :}! GREAT THING..not need to take bus home alone! whoo.. ever since we work at raffles, our boss never place two of us together as she know and afraid that we will play rather than work! :} well now she going to trust us that we will behave ourself~ as customer will be looking at us :} we have to be presentable and show them our company image * i hope so* ..

i really want to thank my boss for alway be so understanding and took the trouble to change my schedule {if change one, need to change everyone} again and again as i have to spent time with my mum.. i feel bad too! but to chose earning money more or family, i would chose family! i know my boss being very nice wanted me to train me up *i was being praise that i got potential in sale, wow! haha i hope so too* and because of that i have to work like full time staff and jack will work less hour! but now i change my schedule with jack, she going to be the one earning alot of money, at the same time she going to be very tired!! ( haha that what she want and also lucky for me!) JACK, xin ku ni le ;}:} "you going to earn over 1500 dollar in this two month, i hvae calculate for you le! haha so treat me ba!!~ whoo.. haha :}




anyway, i just recevied my pay! being a very nice sister and daugther,i treat my brother and mum a meal!!~ well, im force to do so.. haha :} but it feel good to earn your own money and gave a treat to your family!


oh ya! yesterday my handphone say godbye to me :{ i have to use another phone! the phone i using can watch tv *china hp.wahaha* which is a good thing but i dont like it! THIS SHALL BE MY SECOND GOOD NEWS! im going to buy a new phone!!!!!!!!!!! my mum is going to bless me :} whoo..


actually this week i received alot of blessing! money keep coming into my pocket, my mum bless me alot of thing and meal ;] SUPER HAPPY..

{have you ever live a prosper life?? if you dont have! AND which you think is impossible! is time to change your mindset! :] all thing are possible!~ when your mind start to change, your life will begin to change}one thing to bear in mind!all thing start with your thinking :]



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there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
memories flashed back when i look at some of the cg photo and photo that taken with peijun they :}! it feels that time really passes fast! i remember when the first time i step into my secondary school day, i could remember the first time i step into the church and know selena and edmund! ;] all this thing feels like it just happen not long ago! but in fact, four years had passed and thing are really different now..


i mean you just look back at last time.... how we dress ourself, how silly we are and the thinking we had are all different right now! i have to admit that all of us had just grown up! haha ;] just look at peijun! she used to have baby face *no offence ar* :} but right now she have become a pretty lady!~ she used to allow people to bully her but right now she would stand up for herself! wanqing, used to be a quiet girl but yet become so noisy now..jacklyn used to be a person who use to lie to her parent but now she has become a honest child! pearlyn used to be a hot temper girl, but now she become a gentle lady! ;} weiqi use to be do not make her own decision but now have become a person that have her own thinking! isnt great to see the changes in yourself? * guys, no offence! all this are really good point!* :] hehe..


in cg, i see people faithfully come to cg and watch them keep on growing in the kingdom and become more and more on fire for God! im happy for that and im honour to see all this thing happen during this four year in my christitan walk. *okay, i kind of feel that im like a cg leader now! haha sound so serious like :WATCHING THEM GROW, WOW!* haha..;]


whenever i think back of the past and i really want to laught at myself :} i just being reminded by edmund word: "finally you have grown up! from a young little girl to a young lady" so somehow it good to see other people change at the same time you know that from time to time we ourself are actually changing! it good to be transform!!! ;}





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there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Monday, November 03, 2008
{"There comes a point in your life when you realise who matters, who never did, who won't anymore and who always will. So dont worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future."............................}

it quite funny when you viewing different blog and see the three sentence over and over again!! at first, i didnt really care about those three sentence but when i begin to go other people blog, i kept on seeing this few sentence! i wasnt really understand what it mean at first yet i kind of agree to it!

after reading this, i know the next question that you guys will yourself is "who are the people who alway stay by my side"? haha :]

so have you guys actually think before this question? have you ever wonder who is the one who will truly stay by your side? who is the one going to walk the journey with you? who is the one going to lift you up again when you fall? who is the one going to support you whenever you need them?who is the one you can turn to when you are sad? who is the one you can run to when you felt insecure?well, my mum alway tell me that no matter how many friends you have, it alway difficult to find that only ONE special friend!

so i really want thank God for that he place that special friend in my life! and the amazing thing is he did not place one and only but he bless me with alot of worthy friend~

people like: william-who never failed to listen all my complain and problem
selena-who alway there to give advise and a person who i can turn to
junhao-never failed to be there to encourage me
jacklyn-alway make a point to make me laugh
shing- alway be there for me and i know im being protected by her


AND lastly my GOD who are like my father and close friend :} never failed! NEVER FAILED to turn thing around for me ;} He is the one that is going to accompany me in this journey of life~of course there are still few people in my life that *i did not mention* alway gave their support to me.i truly want to say a big thank you to you guys!

what i really feel is that there are time that we will judge people by their wealth, by the look and by how popular they are to decide how much happiness they have in their life! but in fact, no matter how rich you are, how nice you look and how many friend you had. when there is no one you can actually find to truly support you, i feel more sorry to that person! i start to realise alot of thing. how about you guys after reading those sentence? isnt it inspiring?







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there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Saturday, November 01, 2008
before i start my post, i want to gave all my praise to the team of hsm3!!

my and cerlyn was really excited to watch the moive today lor! when the movie started, both of us laught out loud! the people infront and behind was looking at us! all thank to shing boyfriend, jia hao! as we remember shing told us that her bf laugh until he cried as he feel what kind of silly show is this! so when troy started singing, i told cerlyn that i think that jh cried at this part! haha both of us begin to burst into laughter! :]


when troy and gabriella going to graduate soon, me and cerlyn felt like we graduate too!! haha because we are hsm big fan and supporter man!! we have the feeling like we accompany them through all the journey! haha.. silly thought! but to us, we really felt like we gradaute and even almost tear for the movie itself! haha :]


while sometime people who watch this movie would think that this movie it just a singing and dancing movie! but i really feel that this moive are trying inspire the youth to really hold on your dream that you want to archieve! no matter how people expect you to be what they expected, you should be your ownself! living a life that you could decide on your own :} thats definitely people around you that is going to question your dream,i can assure that! no matter what, if you WANT to be who you are, go ahead! look at troy, he do not dare to step up because of being afraid how people is going to look at him!well, at the end of the day, YOU are the one GOING to decide which way to continue your journey! ..

well im sad to say bye bye to the east high! haha *sound like im part of in the movie like that* i miss watching them dancing at the canteen, the basketball court and the stage! I JUST LOVE THIS MOVIE!!~~ haha very emotional to say goodbye to them :}





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About Me
hihi! my name is sin ee :} born on 19 march 1992, 18 years old this year
i'm someone who love sharing my thoughts and feeling and about my own life
yea, i love my life and the people i'm with alot ;]

so i wanna thank God for all the thing he had placed in my life

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