there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
blessing and more blessing :]whoo!~ my mum is definitely a very generous mother! haha :] this week, wherever food that my brother and i say she will go make order! tuesday i eat my pizza, wednesday i eat curry fish head and friday im being very bless to eat crab! whoo *clap hand*
i treasure my relationship with my family more than ever now :] just because i had experience the lost of my importance once! sometime when i heard children complaining about how their own parent being naggy, my heart will feel sad for those children who might regret what they say now when they experience what i experience in two month ago! so honour your parents, guys! no matter what, family can be your source of strength :}
Author blogged at 11:11 AM
there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Monday, October 27, 2008
i love off day!~~finally i can stay at home and stare blank!! i love earning money but i dont like to work! haha well im talking rubbish now! was talking to nana yesterday and she wanted to go lot one today! so im being a very NICe girl to accompany her to the lot one and zhenhua park as she need to take picture of plant for her assignment! it kind like funny when she told me she been going park and take picture, then other people will look at her in weird way!
before we went to zhenhua, it was actually raining! so it cooling while having our stroll in the park :}:} somemore we keep on talking non-stop! only one word to describe: "FUN" hehe.. love going out with her! we shall meet often :}:}:}
a photo of nana being so serious
Author blogged at 10:30 AM
there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
the story of footprint *picture above* was a amazing story that i ever hear.. it tell us we can fully depend on God! no matter what happen, no matter how the world is going to fail us, HE is there.. (i shall say it again) HE is there with us!!! amazing father i have ar? i want to shout it out loud that: " i love my FATHER more and more and more every single day! i could feel my heart racing for HIM whenever i listen to his word :}:}:}
A BIG BIG SMILE TO MY FATHER IN HEAVEN AND TO MY BEST FRIEND HOLY SPIRIT! ;}
Author blogged at 9:51 AM
there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Friday, October 24, 2008
{finally, they are out!!!!}
hohoho, i waited for 2 month from the date i knew that High School Musical 3 is coming out!finally the date has come! full of excitment to go watch it once it come out! but i have to work today :{ haha seriously, im their big time fans! *support them all the way* i love to see them dancing and singing so freely and it kind of motivate the youth to dare to sing and live their life to the fullest! well, i know it kind of childish for some of the people *like shing boyfriend! haha the moment he saw them dancing, he laught until he cried! couldnt believe it! haha* but i just LOVEEEE IT!! wahaha :}
upon the movie itself, i really want to post about my job! oh man, i could understand why adult really hate working! ITS TIRING! it true that no hardwork no gain! so if i want to earn money, i really have to bear standing for 8 hours! *no siting at all* i thank god that my working friend are friendly and one of them, her character is kind of match with my character! :} althought she is older than me 3 year old but we can really talk to each other well! i am nervous as very soon i will move to taka instead of raffles! and over taka, there will be more product to remember, more people to serve and more hard work to come! it feel good to pick up new thing and at the same time learning how to serve a customer! ..hehe :} so well, i love my job althought is tiring :}
Author blogged at 6:13 AM
there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
happy birthday, peijun!!! :}to you:sorry that we couldnt celebrate with you bec we meeting our cg member at about 5 pm something..but i believe you have spent alot of fun time with the rest :} hm, the small surprise that we gave hope that you will like it! it was a last min plan! haha.. ;]
(both photo i steal from peijun blog de..hehe sorry ar)
seriously today was a busy day! because me and jack have to meet three group of people.. the first group of people is to meet wanqing they all to write card! at about 2 something, wanqing they all went off and me and jack decide to go long john and eat my lunch! :}
after i finish my lunch, both of us was thinking where to go bec we still have about 2 hour to 5.30pm! haha so i told jack why not we go bugis since i need to look for a black t-shirt for my working! and after that we can take 960 all the way back to causeway to meet the *second* group of people. ;] haha,we rather spent some money and take bus to bugis and shop for about 30-45min than touring around at plaza! both of us had a fun time laughting at each other bec SOMETHING happen again!~ aiyoyoy... just like what we expected, we shop for only 40min and off we go to causeway point.
after that went to meet the second group of people at causeway, who is elvis and karyie *laiaik pang sei* *ching ming i forget to tell him..haha sorry* but the four of us had a fun time discussing about the vision and cg! the best is that i finally eat my long awaiting food *pasta* whoo..~ haha..
at night, we went over to meet willam they all!! we had our supper at bukit timah there de roti prata! edmund and selena actually could come want, but there was wrong information given out so both of them thought the celebration is tomorrow! :} but is ok!! at else we have fun time talking on the phone with edmund while eating *haha miss talking on the phone with boss! i believe karwen they all agree to my statement!* at about midnight, jack want us to compan her go see her old house!! this scare karyie out lor! haah bec the road to jack house is really scary! we got kind of feeling that we going to hunt for ghost lor!~haha.. something very funny and paiseh thing happen to karwen and all of us were shock =P she fly out of the swing! haha..i shall not say in detail if not she going to kill me! we took alot of photo using karwen carmer! i waitng for her to post the photo on her blog and i will upload them all up..
fun time with my ex cg member!~ we might not have alot of time for each other anymore because of different cg but let us still keep in touch ba :}
Author blogged at 5:05 AM
there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Monday, October 13, 2008
today i experience being a work adults!!!today is my working day!~ i thought today will be just a nomarl training that the trainer will just introduce the product and i were not encounter any customer. well, i was wrong!! my boss wanted me to to work and be trained as the same time, althought i might not really know the product well, but at else simple introduction and simple involement with customer i should know how to do :}
when i was about to leave my house, my dress code made me felt like:"wow! im a working adults" haha.. i was calm when on the way to my working places but when the reporting time get nearer and nearer , i could feel my heartbeat is pumping fast!!~ :} i was really nervous in the first hour because i was afraid that the customer would ask me anything about the pen and i could not answer their question~ but after that when i begin to know more about the product, i begin to get very relaxed and enjoy talking to customer :}:}
i have to thank one person especially!!! that is jacklyn chua!!!! i was surprise to see her in my working place!!~ she was there to support me.. haha but because she was there, my boss gave me a test that is to pretend jack is my customer and i have to seel thing to her! i was damm nervous la! THANK JACK! ;] LOVE YOU MAN.. I WAS REALLY HAPPY TO SEE YOU.. ALL THE BEST TO YOU WHEN IS YOUR TRAINING ;]
big wide smile for you , jack!
Author blogged at 1:56 AM
there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
i really miss jurong west church! :}after two week of not going service, today finally i could step into my church! the feeling is really good! while i was walking toward church, i could felt a sense of joy is in me! haha :] i felt like "yea, finally im back home" that kind of feeling!
i was really excited to see my cg member and also see some of the ex member in church! i have to say this to edmund : " i really miss you man!~" haha.. i know that he is really concern about my situation, everytime he see me he will ask "are you okay?" haha.. it really sound like are you still staying strong?. so on sunday itself, im excited to see him :] before he ask me that question again, i have already told him : "yea,edmund im okay!" haha..
after service, i took 45 mintues of train to town just to look for best friend, selena!! haha * nana saw it? is "BEST FRIEND" :] hehe..i have a fun conversation with her, jack and karyie!!~ we were talking about what to wear on the friday event! and all sort of idea just came out..
once again, i really love talking to selena!! haha..i think because we dont really have age gaps and also because she is older than me, therefore times when i complain about thing she could fully understand! not only that, she IS a friend that truly understand me! ;} i felt sorry for time that i couldnt console her when she face some problem because i have not encounter what she encounter before! but the only thing i could do is to lend a listening ears to her! haha :] * tell me anything if you have no one to talk to! i will listen to you want and i promise i wont tell anyone if you dont want anyone to know* hehehe..
i think both pictue taken by jack.
whoo is me!!!!
Author blogged at 7:49 PM
there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Friday, October 10, 2008
i found a job!!~ ;] all thank to selena because she is the one introduce me the job! she wanted to work with me de~ but too bad her holiday going to end soon so she cant! (next time we shall work together :} )
since she cannot work with her, i thought of jack as she told me she haven been accept to any company yet so i ask her along too! we are suppose to meet our boss at raffles city for interview. on the way to raffles, lot of *amazing* thing happen! haha.. we promise each other we shall not post out so i shall keep my promise! *haha i got your weakness, jack!!*
our boss is really a nice lady! the interview wasnt that scary of what we think ;] she even treated us coffee bean! our boss seem to be a firm lady but eventually both of use have a fun time talking to each other ;]
our boss say this to us: " i think i know what is the reason that both of you can get along with each other! because one of you got a strong character and another one of you got a passionate character! this two character clique together :] me and jack which is very true! that why we are good friend now!!~
the two of us
i take her photo without her knowing..
and then her turn to take my photo without i knowing..
Lastly, our smelly shoes!!!!!
Author blogged at 8:01 PM
there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Thursday, October 09, 2008
first of all, to start of my blogging i have to say say sorry to jack bec she have been asking me to upload the photo that we took! haha..seriouly i wanted to upload too but i just still in the mist of trying something so i couldnt post the photo we took when we go interview for job and the picture we took on sunday service..i thought i got took a break after my father wake but sad to say that actually alot of thing to do! we have to throw away the thing that my dad use *that the traditional culture when family member die, thing that they use have to be throw away* so my mum actually decided to have house cleaning and change some of the stuff at home~ whoo.. so right now i got new latop, new cupborad , new mahjong table and new bed(for my brother) i got a feeling of moving to a new house! haha :]
i kind of start to use to being not with my dad around anymore, anyway life have to be move on and i really thank god for placing people in my life that truly cares about me! some of them might be very young like sec one? but i know that they are there for me :] i begin to know that is really important to treasure the people around you, no matter is it the person you dislike bec when the person really gone then you will know the importance of the person being around!
flower given by edmund tan!!!! thank you very much ;]
the next post i shall post about the interview! it was a fun day with jack as alot of thing happen *shall not say if not i embrassed her or myself*
pic taken at hostipal with my brother! he trying to act cute *
Author blogged at 7:13 AM
there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
forever goodbye dad!!~i will take good care of myself de..4 oct 2008 is the day i have to get used to being not with my dad anymore :{ i used to have three beloved family member to support me whenever i need but now i left with two! everything happen so quick and sudden after saturday morning when the doctor call and say that my dad passed away! i was very sad as my dad didnt wait for us to say bye to him :{ from that morning till now i was so busy that i tend to forget thing easily.. my family and relative keep cried on and off..especially when is the last day of the wake and all of us know that we cant see my dad forever le, we just couldnt stop crying..
i tried to be strong and promised my dad that i will put a smile on my face and accompany him for his last journey! but whenever i look at my dad who is lying in the coffin i begin to feel so sad! i begin to think of the time we have together, the time that we eat pizza together, the time we talk non-stop and the time we watch tv and discuss about the tv drama! i never thought that my dad would die so early,never think he couldnt open his eye and couldnt breath anymore..i got this silly thought that both my parent are going to stay with me forever! :{
i kind of regret that i never for not saying to my dad i love him! i alway thought i got alot of time with him so i could say it next time! but my next time will not happen anymore! that alot of thing i regret for not doing it but all thing were too late to do it! i feel weird without my dad with me, i know i have to get used to it sooner or later
i just want to tell my dad: "you will forever remain in my heart and dad do not worry about me anymore! brother and i have grown up, we will know how to take care ourself :} so dad, just rest in peace! we really love you alot alot! thank you for supporting me and take such a good care for me in this 16 year! althought it feel like we do not spent alot of time with each other but i have alot of precious memory with you! once again, DAD, I LOVE YOU! i will remain cheerful de! the dream that you want me to fulfill, i would never forget! YOU ARE THE BEST FATHER THAT I EVER HAD!!! goodbye to my beloved father forever..
Author blogged at 7:41 AM
there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Thursday, October 02, 2008
whaT a *GOOD* year for me!i actually plan to blog about how i feel for ever single member in W381 straight after friday cg at night.. but something bad happen to my family and i almost cant go for cg!!
in the afternoon time on afternoon, my dad suddenly have the sympton of stroke!! the letf side of the body couldnt move and he was sent to hosiptal! i thought he was going to be alright because he could still talk,eat and drink water while we are waiting for the ambulance..after when we reach the hospital and was waiting to be hear the report from doctor, the doctor say that one of the blood vessal clot and the blood couldnt flow and therefore it burst! doctor say they have to check on him for few day to see whether he need to have operation! after that i went for cg! when cg is going to finish soon, my brother say my dad condition become worest and all of us have to go down to hospital again!
from the day when my dad was sent to hospital, he never open his eye and talk to us anymore :{ his brian was totally affected by the internal bleeding in the brain!the blood couldnt stop flowing out and cause him to be forever in coma! ;[ the only thing now is that is heart is still pumping.. well, my family and i were sad but we have to accept the fact that he would be unable to take care of us and i have to remain strong! :} and bec of that right now we have to go to hospital everyday bec he might passed away anytime!
i really want to thank you to w381..you guys are the one who gave me support and alway sms me to encouage me to stay strong! thank william and edmund to be with me one the very first day and edmund have been alway asking me "am i okay?"..second i want to thank my new cg member to be there for me ;} my new cg leader, shing! *you are a very nice girl and encouraging leader*!!! AND of course my relative who is from malaysia! they took the effort to come down all the way from malaysia just to see my dad and to show their concern to my family!
im kind of miss talking to my dad about movie! miss his presence in home and also miss him buying food for me! ;[ i could not imagine live without my dad and the feeling of losing him forever! ;} of course im sad, he is my dad! but i will continue to stay strong! i believe my dad would want to see me smile than i cried everyday! i promise my dad that i would fulfill his dream to go poly and look for a good job! i definitely keep my promise to him :]
hahah..this post sound rather emo ar? i used to type alot of (haha) but now like dont have.. seriously i feel sad lo!! but guys, im alright! dont worry for me..
Author blogged at 7:57 AM
