well i know is abit too late to post a happy birthday post for her but since today i so free so let me post something about this week ba..
on wednesday, we had a small celebration for her.. all of us included her boyfriend, patrick. went to eat steamboat together..wanted to give her a little surprised by taking the cake out and sing a loud birthday song for her! but i think one of the aunty from the steamboat shop say something like: '' now you all going to cut cake is it" haha.. this is how our plan being destroy by aunty one sentence! hope this little surprised that we guys plan make her a memoriable birthday for this year ba :}:}!!~
i wanted to post the photo that is taken itself at the celebration but the stupid internet got some problem..forget it, i should post it agian when i have time ..
ok, all this thing had settle so i dont wish to have another session of talking again..im sure everyone is tired of talking about the same matter again and again! is a promise for both side that we shall not talk about it anymore.
do we have really solve the problem? will all this conversation,will it be another cause of problem? is this the ending of the conflict or just the begining? all this, i dont know!! having three day of conversation, actually is just making the problem worest..because all this along, the conclusion she has made is very clear. what i know now is: EVERYTHING IS ENDED..the friendship between has end and the conversation we had has end.
for outsider: we had end this conflict! so leave your comment to yourself..you want to tag our blog is your problem but remember one thing is that you are not helping but making thing worest only.
well today post is going to be my thought and feeling toward thing that is happen to us today lo! especially *this friend*, who really feel hurt in inside when he/she saw all those message.. *first i want to say is if you feel unhappy about this,that is your problem..that is how you say thing to your friend*
For a nomarl person to receive all those sms, if he/she do not feel hurt then the person is not a human being already! to being call by his own friend a coward doesnt make him feel nothing about it..i mean being call someone coward does it make you look like a hero?yes, i do not have any right to interfer anything but when i saw this word "coward" in the message, the first thought came into my mind is: " do you mean you are more daring than him" since you call him/her coward does this mean you are more brave than him/her? you ask him/her to think for himself/herself, why not you start thinking for youself! if you think he/her is more coward, then you should come to his/her side to talk what! what for you need to be afraid that friend around him/her will help, if you have more gut then come and confront infront of him.what wrong with you? you need to say people coward mah? dont judge the person anyhow, it didnt give anyone the right to judge a person..*im just voice out my own thought and feeling only, if you not happy then tell me!*
second, i regreted siting down and have a session of talking about the friendship problem and point out all of our bad character! i thought doubt will be clear if we really sit down and talk about it.well, i was wrong! this matter is getting worse and worse..what the point of having a long session of talking when the person just dont understand any single thing! i hated the fact that whatever we try to tell her just bounce back to us!she just deny everything~ tired of this problem man! i dont hate you but im just dont know how to say about you anymore... the hurt i been thorught is not everyone can understand!one thing i want to say is: is not easy to forget something so fast! yes, pastor did say forgive must also forget but he also did you can forgive the person but not easy to forget the hurt we had! what we need to do is reforcus on another thing so that can FORGET.. when i was about to reforcus on something to forget yet another hurt come in again! of course is easy to say to forget becasue you guy are not in our situation! you guy did not hurt by her before! FOR US, to forget everything we need alot of time! not just one day or one month matter..
this is what i want to say! if you guy dont like what i post, then tag me! no need go say another people..anothe solution for being unhappy about post is: forget about what i post! seen you guys like to ask people to forget thing..
the most i want to say sorry to is lionel as we pull you down bec of our girl thing..;] and also thank lionel for alway supporting us..
study unti so.......
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in the past photo and the present photo
wow! i like got alot of thing to blog about!! haha haven been updating! i know my faithful reader binghong and peijun miss my post la!! haha no la..jk :} thank for alway coming my blog! think my blog got peijun and binghong read only..haha
well, i wanted to pose about my jie jie newborn baby!*my aunty baby* the twin babies are so cuteeeee :} but yesterday when i was shifting my photo file here and there and was looking at the past photo, i got to say the six of us had really change alot!! just looking at the photo i post, i just feel like laughing out loud! see peijun and mine picture~ we like two young pale girl man!! ;] but we had change to look like a energtic person! haha.. {just want to say sorry to my friend! i understand you might not want people to upload our past photo, but sorry i uploaded!! haha..} be proud of ourself that we had change!! from a kuku want become a nomarl girl..hahaha
i will stop talking about our change..haha next time i shall upload more! so funny :}
today went to be help up in the sport heat..althought is very hot but still very fun to be a student official.. thank peijun for asking me to help :} whenever the runner start running, me wanqing and mr ng will begin to guess who will slow down after that!! haha ..oh ya my job is to see who is the second postion and need to ask them which lane they are! sometime it very funny when you ask them their lane after they had run finished becasue you dont know what they talking about lo..like speaking in other language.. haha~i want to help up again in the sport dayyy~~~ rather than siting down there and cheer why not i just help and cheer? haha DENFINITLY MORE FUN
tomorrow result day!!! oh my gosh :} wish me all the best.. dont break down into tear can already.. i hope so..haha
