be thankful for every single thing you have in your life :}

there is always a thousand reasons to smile.

Thursday, October 02, 2008

whaT a *GOOD* year for me!

i actually plan to blog about how i feel for ever single member in W381 straight after friday cg at night.. but something bad happen to my family and i almost cant go for cg!!

in the afternoon time on afternoon, my dad suddenly have the sympton of stroke!! the letf side of the body couldnt move and he was sent to hosiptal! i thought he was going to be alright because he could still talk,eat and drink water while we are waiting for the ambulance..after when we reach the hospital and was waiting to be hear the report from doctor, the doctor say that one of the blood vessal clot and the blood couldnt flow and therefore it burst! doctor say they have to check on him for few day to see whether he need to have operation! after that i went for cg! when cg is going to finish soon, my brother say my dad condition become worest and all of us have to go down to hospital again!

from the day when my dad was sent to hospital, he never open his eye and talk to us anymore :{ his brian was totally affected by the internal bleeding in the brain!the blood couldnt stop flowing out and cause him to be forever in coma! ;[ the only thing now is that is heart is still pumping.. well, my family and i were sad but we have to accept the fact that he would be unable to take care of us and i have to remain strong! :} and bec of that right now we have to go to hospital everyday bec he might passed away anytime!

i really want to thank you to w381..you guys are the one who gave me support and alway sms me to encouage me to stay strong! thank william and edmund to be with me one the very first day and edmund have been alway asking me "am i okay?"..second i want to thank my new cg member to be there for me ;} my new cg leader, shing! *you are a very nice girl and encouraging leader*!!! AND of course my relative who is from malaysia! they took the effort to come down all the way from malaysia just to see my dad and to show their concern to my family!

im kind of miss talking to my dad about movie! miss his presence in home and also miss him buying food for me! ;[ i could not imagine live without my dad and the feeling of losing him forever! ;} of course im sad, he is my dad! but i will continue to stay strong! i believe my dad would want to see me smile than i cried everyday! i promise my dad that i would fulfill his dream to go poly and look for a good job! i definitely keep my promise to him :]

hahah..this post sound rather emo ar? i used to type alot of (haha) but now like dont have.. seriously i feel sad lo!! but guys, im alright! dont worry for me..

Author blogged at 7:57 AM