after two week of not going service, today finally i could step into my church! the feeling is really good! while i was walking toward church, i could felt a sense of joy is in me! haha :] i felt like "yea, finally im back home" that kind of feeling!

i was really excited to see my cg member and also see some of the ex member in church! i have to say this to edmund : " i really miss you man!~" haha.. i know that he is really concern about my situation, everytime he see me he will ask "are you okay?" haha.. it really sound like are you still staying strong?. so on sunday itself, im excited to see him :] before he ask me that question again, i have already told him : "yea,edmund im okay!" haha..

after service, i took 45 mintues of train to town just to look for best friend, selena!! haha * nana saw it? is "BEST FRIEND" :] hehe..i have a fun conversation with her, jack and karyie!!~ we were talking about what to wear on the friday event! and all sort of idea just came out..

once again, i really love talking to selena!! haha..i think because we dont really have age gaps and also because she is older than me, therefore times when i complain about thing she could fully understand! not only that, she IS a friend that truly understand me! ;} i felt sorry for time that i couldnt console her when she face some problem because i have not encounter what she encounter before! but the only thing i could do is to lend a listening ears to her! haha :] * tell me anything if you have no one to talk to! i will listen to you want and i promise i wont tell anyone if you dont want anyone to know* hehehe..

whoo is me!!!!