there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
since im in the mood to post, i shall flow with my mood..haha ;} well,i start to miss every single cg member now.. just five more days, w381 going to say goodbye to everyone and poceed on to a new cg! seriously after knowing which cg i will be in, i begin to fear of going a new cg! i begin to miss everyone and feel a little disappointed that all my closer buddy are going to expo!! seem like all the usher in cg all go to expo except me!! :} haha..
the fear of going to a new environment, fear of going to leave all the people who close to me, fear of meeting new people strike me hard that i dont feel like leaving my comfort zone and stay where i am now.. BUT i know i have to move on! im sure that i do not want to stay forever the same without having any breakthrough!! :]
althought all the negative thought of going new cg really hit me hard, yet im still excited to see my new cg leader and member! my life took a change when i was in w381!i become a person who alway have alot confident that i will do well in my life. so now is time for me to go to new cg and expect more changes in my life!! :}
once again, w381 please remain in contact after going to new cg! people who go to expo service, you guys must stay in contact with me :} i definitely will call you guys for lunch whenever we are free!
Author blogged at 10:37 PM
there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
sadded~hm,dont really know how to describe my feeling now!~ after the service today, edmund made one really important announcement that really make us do not know how to react :{ it was suppose to be a happy news for everyone but yet we do not wish to see it happen! i remain strong when i hear that our cg is going to spilt and edmund going to go over adult cg but after that my tear begin to flow when edmund is trying to comfort everyone! WE REALLY LOVE EDMUND ALOT!! ;]
i actually got alot of thing to post de! but i feel like im out of word! still not in the mood now :{ seriously i cant bear to leave the cg! i cant bear to leave edmund but i have to! exhasuted from crying in the afternoon!
it shall be our last cg by the following week! last service, last fellowship but a new journey..
Author blogged at 7:29 AM
there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
haha this photo look very cute! :} well, school are really boring as we just keep doing revision paper in school! yea, practise make prefect but it really feel damm boring to be in school now..how i wish right now we do self-revision at home and not need go to school!~ *big fat hope* tuition with cg member was fun :} meeting them tomorrow also..whoo
hm, this week i realised that all my close friend in cg all went oversea! william going malaysia, nana still at china, junhao and edmund went to army camp! hope jack this week can go cg ba! haha :}
feel sad but no one really know..
only i know it myself..
is there anyone i can talk to?
Author blogged at 4:57 AM
there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Monday, September 15, 2008
lawrence is not leaving us, just that he have to move on to the next level of his life!!!i seriously know how it feel like when the best of your friend or rather BROTHER in christ that is going to next cg! it might feel like you are not going to see him forever but is not true! we still can keep in contact! SO, people from his connect group dont be sad!! be happy that your leader is going to his next stage of life! :}
well, spent the last cg and service with my brother in christ which i certainly dont wish him to go!~ he denefitly will be missed by us! anyway i believe i can still see him in service or in usher ministry!really want to thank God for placing such a good cg member/brother into my life and w381!truly you are love by w381ders :} once again, you are going to be missed by us! :}
To junhao/lawrence:
remember to keep in contact with us! never forget of the vision of becoming a CGL! i very excited to see the day come~ i remember you say to me this before:" even the whole world is against, god and i will be there for you" if you face any problem, remember that im alway there to support you :} w381 will be there for you alway too! hehe :} i wont forget all those encouagement that you told me! so let me remind you again! "do not lose contact with me and if any point of your life you need a listener, i dont mind to be there and listen to you :} thank for alway be there for me, MY good brother in christ!
aiyo the next person i want mention is selena! haha.. feel weird without her in singapore! im sure she having lots of fun in china! :] quickly come back ba~ i will have lunch with you again..*anyway she coming back on 21 sep*
i feel like eating the chicken wing that is sell under lionel block there de! aiyo i regret just now i didnt buy!!! never mind never mind i sure wait tomorrow..
Author blogged at 7:54 AM
there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
my spiritual / best friend 
ahhh..... jun hao going army soon!! aiyo, i really dont wish him to see him going for army :{ still about 5 more day??? suddenly i feel like giving him some praise! haha.. well, junhao is one of the connect group leader that i feel impressed of! althought both of us are cgl but he alway went for extra mile for the cg and sacrifice his time for the member.. He is alway there for me and give me encouragement to cheer me up when i feel sad! indeed, he is my spiritual friend as anything i dont know i will surly ask him (bec he went S.O.T before)
he was one of the cg member i were look for when i go through up and down! haha i cannot imgaine who to complaint to when he went for army? i think i would look for selena ba? hey, lawrence Tan Jun Hao really thank you for alway being a very good listener! you will alway ask me how am i doing, gave me confident and your trust to me! :} hope that you are able to fulfill your vision as the Cg leader :} im sure you can do it! i have faith in you just like the faith you have in me!!~ :}
a photo of myself :}
darkness may come,
trial alway seem so long.
but God you are the one we denpend on!!
even when a thousand fall,
we will stand with you forevermore!!~
Author blogged at 7:12 AM
there is always a thousand reasons to smile.
Monday, September 08, 2008
last few day, me and jack have been taking bus down to jurong for mini games!!~ we have some of the sport game and i really enjoy myself being together with my zone member and cg member! :} sat was the day that we have basketball game and BBQ! since im not playing bec it only allow guy to join (not many girl want to play so have to cancel girl team) so i help out in the BBQ! it was fun to communicate with other cg member and get to know them more :} seriouly althought we are from different cg but we are one big family! i begin to realised i have to make friend with other people and not only in my cg :} it was truly fun when we keeping talking non-stop! i think the best part was while we having BBQ, suddenly it rain. all of us quickly run to the block below to have shelter and from that onward, everyone just went crazy.. haha :}
i really want thank God for allowing me know a group of fun people :} i know if i face any situation that might me fall, there are the one will pull me up! even if they didnt notice, i still have my cg member who are alway there for me. God indeed are the one who let me found my purpose in life, He are the one who turn bad thing into good! i know the journey is not going to be easy but He is alway there with me. not only that, im not the only one running this race, i know there are people who are on fire for god are also running the race with me! :}
Author blogged at 4:08 AM
