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Thursday, May 22, 2008

first i would really want to say:today got alot of thin happen to my group~
well today post is going to be my thought and feeling toward thing that is happen to us today lo! especially *this friend*, who really feel hurt in inside when he/she saw all those message.. *first i want to say is if you feel unhappy about this,that is your problem..that is how you say thing to your friend*

For a nomarl person to receive all those sms, if he/she do not feel hurt then the person is not a human being already! to being call by his own friend a coward doesnt make him feel nothing about it..i mean being call someone coward does it make you look like a hero?yes, i do not have any right to interfer anything but when i saw this word "coward" in the message, the first thought came into my mind is: " do you mean you are more daring than him" since you call him/her coward does this mean you are more brave than him/her? you ask him/her to think for himself/herself, why not you start thinking for youself! if you think he/her is more coward, then you should come to his/her side to talk what! what for you need to be afraid that friend around him/her will help, if you have more gut then come and confront infront of him.what wrong with you? you need to say people coward mah? dont judge the person anyhow, it didnt give anyone the right to judge a person..*im just voice out my own thought and feeling only, if you not happy then tell me!*

second, i regreted siting down and have a session of talking about the friendship problem and point out all of our bad character! i thought doubt will be clear if we really sit down and talk about it.well, i was wrong! this matter is getting worse and worse..what the point of having a long session of talking when the person just dont understand any single thing! i hated the fact that whatever we try to tell her just bounce back to us!she just deny everything~ tired of this problem man! i dont hate you but im just dont know how to say about you anymore... the hurt i been thorught is not everyone can understand!one thing i want to say is: is not easy to forget something so fast! yes, pastor did say forgive must also forget but he also did you can forgive the person but not easy to forget the hurt we had! what we need to do is reforcus on another thing so that can FORGET.. when i was about to reforcus on something to forget yet another hurt come in again! of course is easy to say to forget becasue you guy are not in our situation! you guy did not hurt by her before! FOR US, to forget everything we need alot of time! not just one day or one month matter..

this is what i want to say! if you guy dont like what i post, then tag me! no need go say another people..anothe solution for being unhappy about post is: forget about what i post! seen you guys like to ask people to forget thing..

the most i want to say sorry to is lionel as we pull you down bec of our girl thing..;] and also thank lionel for alway supporting us..

Author blogged at 5:10 AM